I have been extremely tired lately due to playing catch up with a lot of unfinished business. So, I’ve been thinking…November is about remembering and thanking God for your blessings. So, I wanted to revisit some things I wrote a little while ago, but never shared with the public. I have learned a lot since I wrote these words:
Guide Me To Your Direct Line
8.22.10…I wish I knew what was wrong…I only wish I could take the pain or sadness away because it’s looming overhead like a dark cloud about to storm. I try so hard to get through to you and sometimes I can’t find the right connection. Please guide me to your direct line like a lighthouse guiding home a ship with its beacon. I wish I could communicate my emotions and thoughts better than I have been. But I don’t know how to find my way through the unknown other than stumbling clumsily. My love for you may be beyond your comprehension but I am trying my hardest to teach you the language of my heart and soul. All I want to do is study the language of your heart and unlock your encrypted ways. But I cannot unlock what you refuse to open up to me. Please teach me instead of getting angry. That is all I ask of you. -M.K.O.